HAHA. i got complaints from ppl. laughs.
i juz rmb-ed that i got 10% discount from my old supervisor when i went sakae sushi with fartty ladies on fri=) so nice of her!
i think i spent my last fri and sat too happily, this week i ended up being highly reluctant to work. too much fun with catching up with ppl and being able to converse normally with ppl of my age.
i think working as a teacher is difficult. too many roles to play, and not one of them is being who u wanna be. need to be a role model to the kids, need to be a colleauge to the rest of the teachers, need to the angel and devil to the kids, need to have patience of a saint, so many need to-s.
a typical conversation i get everyday:
kid: cher! i dun wanna do my work. i very tired leh.
me: i noe u tired. tt's why i'm only asking u to finish ur hw and not giving u extra assessment books to do.
kid: eee. i dun wanna do. i want to sleep. i very tired.
by here, i alr feel like slapping them. >.<
if they are tired, wat makes them think tt the teachers are not?
and we still need to bloody hell cajoule them to do THEIR hw! not even mine.
damn.
sorry arh, feel like whining a bit. so tired to be playing so many roles. juz wanna be ME for a while.
sigh. starting to regret that i promised to stay on till aug.
not denying tt teaching is rewarding and the best working experience i have by far, but i juz realised i never got a break this holiday. started working straight after my last paper till now.
i wanna waste my time away for a week. be 'zhai nu' for a week. sounds good to me.
so frustrating. argh.
this week is no good week. swamped with expectations, when i'm alr trying to look for help.
i'm slammed the door at my p4 kid today. thinking back on it now, it seems awfully childish and bad. but, once my temper flares, it's bye bye for sure.
trying to hold in, but sometimes it's impossible to turn a blind eye to wat they are doing.
rah. and bloody hate this word now:
WAH LAOH.
i bloody get this word from the kids everyday.
WAH LAOH CHER.
damn it. WAH LAOH u arh.
they sound some bloody stupid ill-bred kids!
if i'm their parents, i'll be appalled!
waste their mouths with soap arh!
RAH.
i think blogging only made me angrier.
damn.
